I’m 26 and still confused af. We played that game ‘if you could look like any celebrity in the world who would it be?’ the other day and my white friend said Beyonce and I said Gigi Hadid. Even after all this self-empowerment stuff I say to people like love who you are, and I’m a proud half Samoan, I still want to look like a tall, skinny, blonde haired white girl. I love my brown skin. Sometimes it’s just not enough. And don’t even get me started on my white friend.